I have been writing in a journal on an almost-daily basis since I was 17 years old. This is a record of me going through each entry from the beginning, and commenting on the me from fifteen years ago.

Sometimes, I worry that something might be going wrong (or is already wrong), but that is my nature – to worry. I find redemption, however, in the fact that I am the one with whom she chooses to spend time with rather than be alone. I am the person that can be talked to when nothing is wrong and others are around. I am privledged, then, to be chosen for such an illustrious position as this. Things may not always be right, but it seems that they might always be good.

So, so cute. Here I am writing down all the worries that go through anyone’s mind when they’re in a new relationship, but to me at this time, they’re all new and unique. From what I describe here, it sounds like everything is going great!