Wed 20 Sep 2006
Me Fifteen Years Later #33
Posted by Pickle King under Me 15 Years Later
I have been writing in a journal on an almost-daily basis since I was 17 years old. This is a record of me going through each entry from the beginning, and commenting on the me from fifteen years ago.
I look at the garter belt and find that I remember the night so well. I’m still holding onto her. God, I hate to cry. It’s as if she broke my heart. I deserve it. I still love her but I can’t have her.
Finally, I admit that I deserve it.
I would like to take this opportunity to dispute this entry’s claim that “I hate to cry.” It seems to me that I loved to cry waaaay too much.
